你愛我嗎? (do you LOVE me ?)

侍者端來新春花茶,
在杯裡翻攪的茶葉,是被輾過的春.
被保存了一季的新寵,新鮮氣味；
而我,是過季的舊嚐.

『什麼都可以扔的......』

我只看見透過鏡子自己眼裡悄然形成的烏雲.

你愛我嗎？

為什麼 ? 到最後,只剩下我的一廂情願????????

怔忡想著你酣睡時微微搧動的睫毛,
我選擇繼續在你眼底掙扎,不踰矩的.

仍將夜晚的攸亮當成陽光,選擇對著剝落的天晴說：好天氣；
在你翻轉將我擁入懷的時候.
一陣寒拂穿我的背脊,遲春偏涼的風.......

keranamu kasih

Kekasih jangan berduka
Yakin kita kan bersama
Hati ini satu walau jauh di mata
Ikatan cinta Luhurnya dijiwa
Hati pujuklah perasaan
Jauhi segala keraguan
Sayang untukmu kukorbankan
Demi satu harapan
kepangkuan mu kaasih Keranamu kekasih

Hadirmu bagai cahaya
Damai resah dan gelora
Hati kita satu walau lara melanda
Asmara cinta Tiada hujungnya

Hati pujuklah perasaan
Jauhi segala kesangsian
Cinta walau pun berjauhan
Kan ku kenang senyuman
Kerinduan ku masih Kepada mu kekasih

Dan keyakinan ku masih Kepadamu kekasih ..........

THE end

Tried to do so many things these day...
but got so reminded of you.

Watching "Friends", got reminded of you.
Wanting to gym, got reminded of you.
Decorating the house for Chinese New Year, got reminded of you.
Trying to fix my Radio, got reminded of you.
Going makan at Pantai Dalam, got reminded of you...

I need an escape.
Out of here.
But how? Where?
Everything is reminding me, that I am the one you dont want;
that your heart is somewhere else;
that I am me, your nothing.


你
這一走
遼闊的天地裡
就只剩我殘餘的

迴
光
返
照

這是最後一次和你告別請不要生氣我沒有笑容...

No...I'm not commiting suicide. I just feel like I've died inside. Whatever that is living are duties that haven't been carried out. I am living an obligation and dutifully serving life. I am grieving still inside and out. I can't breathe.

會有那麼一天
你在晨曦薄霧中醒來再尋不著我
或者生離，或者死別
總是要走的 卻 註定伴你風月一場


你翻了個身,你皺了眉繼續睡,
看不出喜怒哀樂.
你熟睡的樣子,趴成一個世界,
一個沒你允許誰也進不去的世界.
你輕輕的打呼聲又悄然彈起 睫毛捲成一片波浪,
我定定底記住,化成了白骨也不會忘記..

皓月長空 萬籟皆寂
與你死別,愿我因而重生.
心知肚明,所以離開的,都不會再回來.

I'm in nowhere and I really don't know where i'm headed to. Just drifting...

Dear Some one...

Until January, I was still thinking of this,
I worried, but I think I still love you so that i couldn't do anything...,
although our love has gone, but I'm thinking of you a lot,
and I just kept it in my brain only....

Untill now, I still confuse, who are the one to ended this relationship, suddenly....
But the fact is, I has lost two important persons on that day, though it has been far away...

Yes, I lost YOU and MYSELF....

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Do you know i can't sleep well everynight?
Do you know i can't eat well everyday?
Do you know i can't have good life without you?
Do you know i can't have good mood without you?
Do you know i've forgot how to smile when i am alone?
Do you know i've learnt how to cry?
Do you know i miss you??
Do you know......

Some one told me, endings can be beginnings, beginning is the light of hope.
The towes of solituddes is with me.
I wish some day I can ask
and have your voice again who once, answered...

Without you in my life, my life sucks....

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes,
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in

But since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you
I need you by myside

If we ever say we'll never be together
and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...

I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the fact I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues

I have to run out from this, I have to stop this.

I'm always a failure in this love world,
i quit it's because i'm no enough loving you?
and there's nothing i can do,
i don't want to force you to change just like i couldn't.

anyway, love is a dream for everybody to look forward, but i would prefer to escape.....