Nerves

I lost all sense of my nerves....
I suddenly just want to do things differently.....

Why peoples look likes ignore me in the gym recently ????
omg, what have i done ?

I need to break free, I am suffocating,
for the first time since many years ago,
last nite I had felt like I was drowning.
Me never felt so emotinal in gym but i did last nite,
at least from my recollection of feel i never had that feel in the past.....

Sigh ! I am not only failed in relationship, also in friendship ka ?

So useless...........

Life is a fucking bitch........