just me and myself....

just me and myself....

Friday, October 14, 2005

Nerves

I lost all sense of my nerves....
I suddenly just want to do things differently.....

Why peoples look likes ignore me in the gym recently ????
omg, what have i done ?

I need to break free, I am suffocating,
for the first time since many years ago,
last nite I had felt like I was drowning.
Me never felt so emotinal in gym but i did last nite,
at least from my recollection of feel i never had that feel in the past.....

Sigh ! I am not only failed in relationship, also in friendship ka ?

So useless...........

Life is a fucking bitch........

1 comment:

osmansany said...

u hav never fail me bro. I didnt realize how upset u were that nite. I guess sometime the gym gang get too carried away, and forget to think of u. I also know that some may not treat u as nice n my advise to that is to let them be. U r a nice guy, and i hold ur frenship dearly. If ppl dont appreciate it, then its their loss.