What My Heart Wants To Say .....

Around that time Jack began to appear in his dreams, Jack as he had first seen him, curly-headed and smiling and bucktoothed, talking about getting up off his pockets and into the control zone, but the can of beans with the spoon handle jutting out and balanced on the log was there as well, in a cartoon shape and lurid colors that gave the dreams a flavor of comic obscenity. The spoon handle was the kind that could be used as a tire iron. And he would wake sometimes in grief, sometimes with the old sense of joy and release; the pillow sometimes wet, sometimes the sheets.
(BROKEBACK MOINTAIN.........................)

關於他和他之間....
人在蒼天下,人在青山間,人在野火旁,
他們曾經翻滾,曾經互毆,曾經流血,曾經狂笑...
最後,這一切都得藏放在心田的記憶庫內.
在藍天和大地面前,人是渺小的,他們的愛情是卑微的.
在好山好水之下,他們的歎息,風聽見了,雨也聽見了!


What My Heart Wants To Say

you're amazing, so amazing
have I told you, enough
you're my angel, guardian angel

god knows I've been blessed with love
but if I been gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes

have I ever told you you're the one
if the words don't come my way
hope its still love, hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know what my heart wants to say

words so tender
I surrender to this feeling
so truemy affirmation my inspiration

darling, I have been blessed with you
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know, hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say

but if I be gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes

if I was gone forever
would you know how much I care

you make me feel like flying and failing all emotion
that everytime you look at me, you see it in my eyes

if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know
if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know
I hope it still shows

if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know
what my heart wants to say

if the words don't come my way, I hope you still know, hope it still shows

if the worst don't come my way
hope you still know
I hope it still shows
I hope still you know
what my heart wants to say.....

sMs........

18/2/2006

9:25am
I am sori 2 make u upset, could you pls switch on ur phone n talk ?
i know i am very mafan n slow...
help me 2 change la,
dun just be angry at me..:(

9:27am
I dun wan us 2 b like tis la,
u hav tings u r not hapi about me, the we talk.
voice it up, dun keep it...
Or perhaps u finali realised how lousy a person i m..
Regret ???

9:32am
It seem every week i am injuring ur emotion.
Tings dat i do or tings dati dun do.
if there is a lab manual on how 2 work out a rltship,
i tink i could use one !!!

9:36am
Then again, dat why there is tis probation period,
if u r comfotrablewif someone,
u give both parties d chance.
6 months d longest in a company or relationship,
Both can terminate d agreement wif a single latter.

9:39am
Tink rltship is d same.
Bothparties hav d rite 2 pull out.
Mayb not as simple as a letter.
Time spent, effort put in,
it wil cos some heart pain.

9:41am
Stil if can't b 2gether,
better not get tings 2 ugly then break off.
good to remain as frens then not talkin at all.
Dun you tink so ?

9:45am
It seems dat i always got to express myself 2 get 2 u,
Can't reach tru call, sms.
u angry, i hav 2 explain tru sms.
Love u oso tru sms.

NIGHT B4 Valentine

you held me in front of mirror after we took shower.

"can you think of anything about us?"
you asked me and kissed me.

"emmmmm.....!!eeerrrrrrrr......!! i love you !"

that's all i could think about.

how are we gonna be after 3 or 5 years ????
is there a future waiting for us or just a memory...

i could not sleep that night....


(and we ended our valantine's night with a drink at fitness 1st in Leisuremall....)

dear....

You get to see me in things we like to do together..
Like fighting fish...

Each time I see one,
I remember us go hunting for them.

Each time I feel down,
I just remember you making that cute funny voice and silly faces i just feel much better,

YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE :)

So DONOT feel blue ok !!!!
each day is a successful day for YOU.. :)